my brain!! racking!

DiLemMa

R A

HoHoHo!!

merry xmas n a happy new year!

what should i do?

okay,
today's date : 24th december 2009 ,
a *dup dap* date for all form three, all around malaysia.
which, includes me,
well, my result, 6a's and 1b for history,
which is no-good for me. (gonna get from cikgu salman yg ajar aq sejarah since f1 smpai f3)
tah2 nex year f4, still beliau yg ajar aq,, omg,,
.......................
hr nie aq x g amek result,
aq kn kt alor setar,
so, da whole mornin, i lied on da bed,
on9 using mobile, sambil tggu baby's call,
thats it! my result is out.
.......................
rite afta i knew my result,
1st thing ; to my family (yg ad tym 2-mum,dad,grandma,ivan[uncle])
2nd ; farid, (1st gud news, then bad news,)
then,, ; roy (he din on his hp)-fine [he on after a few hours.]
then,, ; k.burney (shez proud)
.......................
ps: im dissapointed, im tired, i juz dun understand,
why? wats wrong with him? wats da matter with him?
nk kte cdt x cukup, bkn ke dy bru topup? xkn da abis kowt?
dy kte x on hp, tp delivery report said "delivered"
dy ad prob kew? k r, maybe i dun really understand him,
he said sorry, he kept on appologized, but he din explain,
aq x mara, tp, npe dy x pna explain, at least if he explain,
i'll try 2 understand.
FINE, MAYBE HE JUZ DUN HAVE THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING
because i'm giving up. maybe i'm not destined to be with him. I'm sorrry dea.
LET ME GO.

lazy bump (must read)

hi guys,

aq da boring ngan template ni,

ngan layout nie,

ngan warna nie,

i tried 2 upload template bru,

tp x bjaye,

so, i'll make da transform later.

da maleh skunk nie,

pas 5 kli x bjaye.

sry r coz sejak kebelakangan nie blog aq cm boring cket,

cm suram cket,

coz dis few days aq x btul sgt.

tp maybe hr nie da btul cket kowt.

cket je la.

jgn tnye npe.

no more~

i juz cancel my
FRIENDSTER and MYSPACE account

so, skunk nie, tinggal

FACEBOOK -active
TUMBLR (my another blog) -not active
TWITTER -not really active sbb x rmai yg ad
BLOGGER (yg nie) -active

+YM ngan MSN -both active

stuck, man!

it seems like my brain is not functioning properly,

taley nk waras sgt,

im so worry bout him,

i noe he can t8 cre of himself,

but still, i'm worried.

cocktail in my heart

cocktail?

why?

because all my feelings are mixing,,

shaking,,

juz like cocktail,,

im feeling

happy+excited+sad+worry+frust+depressed

y i put dat pic is bcuz aq tgh blur cm dy

'L'

yuhuU ^^

off 2 alor setar tomorrow,,
but still will b able 2 on9,,
yay!

think positive huh??

people told me that,,
omg,,

Xmas Party! Ho Ho Ho!! Merry Xmas

aq knal dak nie sejak tahun 2,,

my old buddies,,

ni pn sme,,

we had xmas party yesterday,,
although i'm the one yg christian,,
but,,
still we celebrate together,,
ni SEMUA kwn2 aq yg aq knal
SEJAK KECIL,,

we had karaoke,,
mkn2,,
steamboat,,
that was really awesome,,